Wednesday, September 30, 2009
overwhelmed
dont get me wrong... i have had my moments while being up here... but tonight is the first time i have felt so overwhelmed with life that i have wanted to sit in a corner and cry. i dont have a whole lot of homework but i am trying to get ahead so that next week i can do my homework for the following week so i dont have to worry about it at home. im stressing about getting it all done. and i am trying to plan something with my camp people when i come home. at the moment, the plan is to have it in santa clarita, but i really wanna change it to long beach, but i dont know if people can get rides. and i wanna fit in time for any hippos that are free that weekend. ughh. and my heart is battling stuff which doesnt help at all. i wish life was simple! the 3 weeks of the summer that i spent at camp were amazing because life was perfect! i was disconnected from the real world and i had no problems! but of course that cant last forever. :( anyway..... i am so excited to be going home in 9 days! i am so ready!
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I'm sorry for you hon! and praying. I understand what you mean about part of it- I want to see you <3 what day are you planning your 'camp people' for?
thanks august!
its gonna be on the saturday... my only real "free" day. but i dont wanna spend half the day driving... because then i would have more time to spend with you guys (whoever is free) that night.
in response to the no problems thing not being able to last forever, i say, why can't it? that may sound insensitive, but i don't mean it to be. it's just i struggle with that all the time (as does everyone i'm sure) and when i think about how short my life is i think why should i have to feel emotions like stress? they don't have any benefit.
i once heard that peace is a choice and although i do belive it is, choosing peace is easier said than done.
it will all work out in the end, amy. i love you and i'm praying for you! :)
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