okay well let me start by saying that i am blogging because facebook is being retarded and not letting me get on. annnnd i have no one to hang out with. so i guess you could say that im lonely. but im not lonely in a bad way.... just lonely. anyyyway.
my mommy left today. it was sad. but its okay.
right now.... i dont really wanna be here. i mean i love it and all... but i am kinda thinking about my friendships and stuff... and i just dont feel content. its hard to say that, because i know im "stuck" here. and i also know that God wants me here... well thats what i think He wants. i guess i just feel like the friendships that i have in california are more important and more meaningful to me. i guess i will get over this! im probably just homesick. i know ill be fine, im a big girl! haha
on a much happier note... on the way to the airport today, my mom and i stopped to see some family. im so glad we did! i have met these people before, but i didnt feel comfortable going there by myself. but now i am okay with it! i think i might go babysit one weekend for them which i think would be so much fun! the kids are great! the oldest is a girl who is 15, then there are 2 boys aged 13 and 10 i think. they are so great! :) it made my day seeing them!
thats all for now.... ill post when something significant happens. haha :)
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I know what you mean- I thought I wouldn't feel a thing this time, going back to school. I surprised my self by being a bit homesick too, though.
Hope things are working out, though.
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